time

it's almost a year since i moved to my current company. the initial feeling was discomfort of course, but now i feel comfortable. i enjoy meeting people and doing the work now. i still can't believe that it's been almost a year, the feeling was like it was only yesterday when i was so eager to resign from my job, but i hang on and i am still working here. pat on the shoulder.

how often we comprehend that time flies so fast. it's monday when we hardly get up from bed. it's tuesday when we think that it's so great that monday has passed. then comes wednesday, it's half of the week already. we plan where to have lunch tomorrow on thursday. and thanks God it's friday. saturday and sunday we spend them wildly. and the cycle begins again. one week passes, one month, then one year swiftly passes. will our lives slip from our fingers without our notice? cherish the moment, cherish people around you, cherish your work, and give thanks for the life we've been given. thank you.

trading my oldies to the new ones

i've been trying to renew my thoughts and mind recently. still so much influenced by the new year. so, here i am trading my old habits with the new ones:

1. my lack of confidence to self-confidence
2. cowardice to bravery
3. fear of failure to curiosity
4. shyness to boldness
5. ignorance to caring

i'm trading all of negative attributes to positive ones. it's not easy, in fact it's damn difficult, and people somehow think that i am actually crazy. but what good do negative attributes give me? nothing. so, here i am letting them go.

my 'break' reflection

my break will be over soon. i got a new job in a bank and will start next monday. i am enjoying the very last bit moment of my break. reluctantly letting it go, but i must. looking back at my break, i know i didn't really fully used it. there were times when i just bluntly wasted my time for doing nothing. it doesn't mean i did nothing though.

so, i made this 'my break achievements':
1. finished reading a couple of books (should check previous post for the short review)
2. took some pictures (very satisfied!)
3. made some flannel stuffs (very satisfied too!)
4. updated my blog (this month has the most posts compared with other months! :D)
5. took a short trip to bandung :)
6. updated my knowledge on korean drama, movie and reality shows :p (definitely love goguma couple so much!)

conclusion: happy! looking forward to the next break. but for now, hwaiting for the new job! :)