He and I

Where is He? 

Who am I?

Two basic questions that make me lose to flu. 

He does not promise good life but He promises that He will always hold my hands. Can I feel His hands in me? Is it merely about feeling? 

I felt the hatred toward Him inside me for almost a month, then the feeling is gone now. I feel nothing, neither love or hate. Is it good or bad? Does it mean my heart is too hard and numb till it can't feel anything? Does He give up on me? Or He 's tired of my childishness and my stubbornness? When can we stop this childish not-talking-to-each-other war? 

Happy Chinese New Year! 

Gong Xi Fat Chai!

Selamat Tahun Baru China!

May all of us have a prosperous year! 

The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pant 2

I watched the movie finally! I found it accidentally, but hopefully,  in one of the shops. It, again, turned out to be another great movie. The friendship, sisterhood, and twist are so simple yet so relateable, so real. Couldn't enjoy any other movie than this. 

After watching this movie, my wish to go to Greece increases. It's not about finding 'Kostos', but don't you realize how beautiful it is? Who can resist from it? 

I learned from Tibby: How bad you are, there is somebody who love you and care for you. Family especially. 

From Bee: Don't run, but face it! Find the true of you.

From Carmen: You are great so show it to the world!

From Lena: Love hurts. Love heals. Love the love. 

5 stars I give for this movie. An absolutely must watched movie! 

Third Day Feeling

Feeling ok now. Not so much grumble or complaints anymore. Geez, I'm impressed of my own adaptation skill :P It's not that I am fully comfortable and convenient right now, but I now can blend to the environment. Feeling so much happier. Still many things to learn, face, and enjoy. Jia you! :)

First Impression

Hmm... My first impression of my new school, which shall not be named, was not so good. Mostly by its lackness of unpreparedness and unclear information.

I came to my new school this morning without knowing anything or preparing any specific thing to myself. Feeling weird and I don't like it - Going without knowing a thing. After going through a class full of scolds, I could say that it went ok.

Still in the state of lost and discomfort, I try to face, enjoy and learn as many as possible from this school.

The colleagues, huh, were good - some of them - and disrespectful and rude to the other extent. Of course again, it's just a first impression. It can change through time, hopefully...

What do I expect/ want from them specifically? Guideline or schedule perhaps. And they don't have it. I thought school will have better plan or guideline. But I was wrong. They even go from a week to another week. I know that things can happen anytime and anyhow. But at least we could have done some planning or learnt from past experiences.

Basically I'm a good planner and I like to go through my days after planning it properly. And asking me to go though it without any specific plan? Terrible! Man, at least can you tell what I suppose to do?